
Why
am I talking about sink faucets? Well,
I’ll get back to that. This blog is
actually about the training run I did this morning. In my quest to complete the 2012 New York
Marathon, I’m knee deep in my training plan.
Sadly, this training plan cannot accommodate weather patterns, so last night I realized
that I was going to have to do a 16 mile run while it was about 79 degrees with
87% humidity. For those who don’t know
much about that stuff, let me phrase it this way: this run was scaring the poop
out of me.
There
was another reason why I was nervous to do this run. This 16 mile training run was the exact same
run that I had to cut short back in February when I was training for the New
Jersey Marathon because I’d hurt my Achilles tendon. This is the run that ended up being my last
run at all for over 2 months, the run that knocked me right out of that New
Jersey Marathon, along with a handful of other races.
I
didn’t want to do the run at all, and I told Wil. His reply: “Look, are you going to get up and
do it, or are you going to make me get up so freakin’ early with you in order
to force you out the door to do it?”
Again, I answered with those two words: “Yes, Dear.”
So,
this morning I got up painfully early for a Saturday morning, in order to eat
something and let it digest a bit before I tortured myself in what was going to
feel like Hell for so many reasons. I
filled up four water bottles, the most my fuel belt can hold, stuck a few gels
in my pocket, pinned two extra wristbands onto my fuel belt (yes, I know they
look dorky, but they’re the only thing I can think of that carries easily to
wipe the insane amount of sweat off me so that I don’t short out my iPod –
again), took a deep breath, and went out.
For
the first few steps I thought, “Hmm, this isn’t so bad.” Then I realized my shirt was already about
1/3 soaked before I hit my first mile marker.
And I had 15 more to go. I wasn’t
sure if I was going to make it. But, I
kept plodding along. I had to overcome
my fear of running in this heat, and I HAD to finish this run, the run I left
unfinished 6 months ago.
Every
mile or so, I checked in with my leg. It’s
healed, but it still gets VERY tight, and every now and then it acts like an
overtired toddler and gets a bit cranky.
By mile 4 it was still quiet and happy, so I didn’t worry too much about
the Beast within my own Achilles tendon.
I’ve
trained myself not to need water for the first 6 miles, mostly so that I don’t
have to stop for water breaks during shorter races. Hey, I’m slow enough already; I don’t need to
add to that. But it was SO hot that by
mile 5 I was grabbing the first bottle on my fuel belt and sucking it down. I went to wipe my lips with a part of my
shirt, any part that was dry – and there were none. Wow, it was hot out.
After
mile 6, I quickly stopped to eat a Gu gel and to stretch my Achilles out a
little; it seemed to be waking up from its nap, and I wasn’t ready to hear from
it yet. At mile 8 I decided to celebrate
hitting the halfway point by swapping my now soaked wristbands for the dry ones
I had pinned to my fuel belt. I touched
the new pair – and they were just as wet as the pair I was wearing. I was sweating so much that I had dripped
sweat onto the wristbands that were hanging from my fuel belt and completely
saturated them. I know, gross.
By
mile 12, I started having a problem.
Nope, it wasn’t my leg. Nope, it
wasn’t that it was getting hotter (well, maybe it was, but what was another
pound to an elephant at that point?). I
was running out of water. In my 3 years
of training, I had never run out of water.
If anything, I’d had too much and ended up schlepping a bottle or two
for miles for absolutely no reason. But,
I was down to my last ½ bottle. Just
when I started to get really concerned, I saw a house up ahead with its
sprinklers on. Was this an oasis? No, they were really on! I got to the house, looked quickly and didn’t
see anyone. Then I took two of my water
bottles and filled them up with the sprinkler.
Trashy, I know, but it seemed a lot less ghetto than stroking out from
dehydration. That’s just my opinion.
With
extra water in hand, I continued on my run.
I have to admit, at mile 14 I almost started to cry. It was just too hot, this run was too
hard. I was so sweaty that I could feel
it dripping off my shorts and onto my legs.
I wanted to stop. But then I
thought, “OK, but then you still won’t have finished this run, and the marathon
is an entire 10 miles longer. What are
you going to do?” I knew the answer, I
was going to continue. So, I held back
the tears and kept going.
As
you can tell by the fact that I posted this blog, I made it home. I finished those two extra bottles of water,
and when I got into the house, I said two words to Wil. No, not “Yes, Dear.” This time they were “ice water.” While Wil got me the water, I walked right
over to the kitchen sink, hung my head over it and turned on the faucet. I
doused my head with the mist sprayer that we HAD to have, and I quietly laughed
at how much I suddenly cared about our kitchen renovations.
Well,
I did it. I finished that 16 mile run
that I had to quit in February. I’m
paying better attention to my body this time, and it’s working. And not only that, but I faced my fear of
running in brutal heat and humidity all by myself – well, and only committing the
minor felonies of trespassing and stealing water.
This
week is a “step back” week, meaning my runs are shorter to give my body a
little break. And that’s too bad; it’s
supposed to be a scorcher all week.
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